I’m one of those students that is too shy to ask for help on an assignment so I just procrastinate until the night before and then have a mental breakdown until I eventually figure out how to do it.
I really like my life right now, I have friends around me all the time. I’ve started painting more. I’ve been working out a lot. I’ve started to really take pride in being strong. I love the album I made. I love that I moved to New York. So in terms of being happy, I’ve never been closer to that.
They tell you it’s going to be glamorous. And they tell you that you have everything. But nobody tells you how lonely it is… or what the papers are going to say about you one day. Because they don’t tell you that they’re building you up just to try to knock you down. But they haven't yet.